Dating taboo
2005-03-01 - 10:18 p.m.

When my friends would start dating someone I would be happy for them, but a little piece of me would be jealous. I would wish it was me.

For some reason in the last four months this has changed, and that tinge of jealously is completely extinct. I have a few friends with positive budding relationships and I am so extremely happy for them. 100%.

Is it because I am more mature?
Because I'm socially defunct here?
Because I want to be single?
Because I'm seeing other friends getting married?
Because their beau makes sense for them?
Because I'm a prime number in age?

Who knows. I like it. :)